POK POK KEH!

final post here.

2011-06-11T03:07:00.003+08:00

i notice a change in me. when i start to do something, i'll do it crazily fast and passionately, then i lose interest and give up regardless of the result. i lose in interest in things so quickly nowadays.
i need something short term. mmm, let's go back school to hunt for some assignments.
I MISS DOING ASSIGNMENTS. (i know it sounds weird)

for those who know, i used to stand out alot, but i lay low and speak much lesser nowadays.
i'm afraid that people will be unhappy with me and start talking behind my back.
there's one sentence that this psychiatrist asked this girl in a drama (the fierce wife) which lingered in my mind.
"why do you always think that people dislike you?"
...i don't know? i just thought wouldn't it be very shameless to stand out, keep on talking and bitching when you know that people might dislike?
so i guess it would be better to stay low profile, mingle in the crowd so that you don't attract so much attention and risk getting disliked.

forget it.
ralph should try to find the balance between these two extremes.
i don't wanna be disliked, yet don't wanna be neglected and treated as non-existent.

anyway, i probably won't be blogging here already, feel like deleting this blog more and more now.
i'll blog at somewhere else, onsugar? tumblr?
the reason why i wanna stop coming back this blog is that i'll lose interest when i see my previous posts.

farewell.

2011-06-10T22:02:00.005+08:00

hello.
i feel so lazy to blog zzz.
i feel like closing this place down.
should i?

if you realised, i removed the post on bangkok trip.
because there's really not much photos, don't know how to blog.

im bored!
got tired of playing maplestory, so im stopping for some time.
so lemme see what happened these few days..

had NS farewell party and karaoke with class for bang and bingcheng. and just nice, it was daniel's birthday.
sing less than five songs that day zzz. didn't get hold of the remote control much because the girls kept holding on to the remote control and spam other people's songs. even after they're gone (they had work on the second day), the songs they chose were always for the other people one.
don't want me sing just say la lol.
anyway GOOD LUCK to that two, and really had fun with the guys after the girls left.
a bit direct ah.

oh yes we forced daniel to drink 5 glass of baileys (right?) and he vomited afterwards.
on the floor, door and wall, and auntie had to clean the floor.
rhyme eh? and he has GPA four.
and we discovered yw's new talent! someone chose ring ding dong and yw started making up lyrics about daniel's vomit. LOL.
johnny has the video, those who don't go, go johnny's wall to see his video, even though it was too dark that there's almost no video only audio, with terence's laughter being the most prominent.
i wonder if we were banned from that place lol.

mm, ytd worked with yw at IT fair for OKI. worked only ytd because i'm only a replacement worker for a girl.
some printer company, and their print quality is O.O
but their machines are too big -.- so i only managed to sell one in the end.

and i got back my laptop today! (yay) but it was terrible. they didn't solved the software problem, so i had to let them do so and wait. they said it would be ready when they call, either end of today or tomorrow. so i went to IT fair to walk around, and bought an audio technica earphone and a new screen protector for my phone (my previous one spoilt)

i have to prepare for sunday already. omg its another 6.30am flight zzz.

just before i go, anyone knows how to hasten your hair growth?

2011-05-21T23:31:00.006+08:00

disappointing and upsetting week.
1. rejecting shannon's offer to work.
2. laptop spoil.
3. cannot play maplestory with the guys.
4. supposed to go out to watch movie but got forgotten.

this video made my day.
the jokes are funnier.
watch it!

i felt so bad rejecting shannon's request for me to go back to do sale because he needed people. but, i have to stand my ground, right? i already extended my work for one week because of him, and i should be firm even though he was so nice to us, right? i feel really bad, sigh.

and oh ya, i wanted to play maplestory again (along with the guys) and.. for some reason my laptop only shows...

OHOH i forgot to mention that my fujitsu laptop has died. the monitor lights (or lamps if you call it that way), i guess they were reaching the end of life, so they kept flickering which was so irritating.
signs of me using my laptop too much at high performance LOL.
and for some reason every program started to crash randomly. for example windows live messenger, it crashed right after i logged in when i just switched on the computer. firefox, windows explorer etc, too.
so i tried to reformat it, and guess what? the drive said that my recovery disc could not be read and failed to reformat right when i pressed "start". so i tried to restart the computer and windows failed to start.
i remembered that my warranty was still on, so i sent it for repair right away, so im using lenovo laptop right now.

and both laptops would not allow me to play maplestory.
im thinking if its my house internet's problem because i actually reformatted this computer to see if it would work.
NO -.-

end of story for my laptop.
sighhhhh, 80 bucks gone on labour fee ):
but hey, its better than buying a new laptop right :D

then i was supposed to go out to watch THOR, but i was forgotten and my friends are not available, though i have asked long ago and they said okay. now they have other commitments. seriously, if you have sth on already why make me disappointed now.

oh i saw an excerpt of this on tvbs-news just now,
sorry for people who dont understand chinese, but it was the first time this celebrity confessed to his ex-girlfriend-now-wife, with the help of luo zhi xiang.
super old (10 years ago), super funny, super sweet.

and he proposed to her at a NBA match recently.

toodles.

2011-05-18T00:54:00.001+08:00

omg i feel so inspired to play guitar because of this guy i randomly clicked on.

imma go back to starhub tmr to check my commission report and woohoo!
hopefully not much problem.

byebye starhub! (:

2011-05-16T10:50:00.003+08:00

byebye to my telemarketing job!
i should be happier eh? but im feeling a little sad cos the people in the office are so nice and fun to be around with.
hope shannon is happy when we tried to hard to call as much as possible because our favourite promo was at its finale. i think he's a little -.- when his team left lesser people.
i made a lot of nice friends there! (even though i've been there for only two months)

and yesterday was the most tiring day i had.
i called like mad, but i couldn't hit 10 sales, still ):
i left only 4 sales to hit 50% commission tier (which is when i made $1301 revenue)
but funny, when i see what happened to others.

1. justin made a call and spoke only two minutes and his customer whined at him for more than five minutes.

2. cj made a forty-five (yes you heard that) minute call and didn't close the sales in the end.

3. yihao and sike were like competing with each other, but sike made 15 sales when i left (i bet he had more LOL), so he won.

4. i got a customer that i tried to give discounts and screamed back at me, but i kept laughing. because he was complaining that starhub is being racist for giving korean channels like KBS arirang etc for free but charging so high and providing so little variety for japanese channels. LOL. so i wrote a service request to "call at your own risk". i was telling sike (who sat beside me) about it and even the starhub rewards department girls turned around and laughed LOL.

$4.1k in two months, not bad ralph :D

alright, let's move on!
yeehaw!

2011-05-14T22:52:00.003+08:00

one more day to go!
YAYEE!

RED JUMPING HOOD so fun!

by the way, i found another reason to not continue this job!
i've been calling everyone, sometimes i have to call elderly people, some indians (no offence okay) or foreigners (pinoys, mainlanders, koreans etc). yes, they are easier customers, because of the discounts and wouldn't complain this and that saying that the discounts are too little etc.
but i wonder if they really know what they are exactly paying for, why they are paying this, what terms and conditions they have to adhere to. and in the end they suffer from extra payments etc, then comes dispute.

guiltiness.

is it really another reason?
you see that when you want or don't want something, your mind will keep finding reasons to make it the way you want. even when you have no idea or when you are still contemplating whether or not to go for something, because you have already made up your mind or knew what you want subconsciously.

okay random.

2011-05-10T00:55:00.004+08:00

watched this today!
as usual, people are late like mad.
me and yw were the earliest, and we are both late actually.

the film's ending suck.
yea, its just words flashing across the screen telling people that Guan Yu died in the end.

had HAND BURGER after that.

alright, last day extended until sunday.
wednesday teo heng with cj andrew etc and josie and debbie.

i dont know but i dont feel like going bkk already.
neither for hongkong trip, too.
whatever, see if i can cultivate the sense of excitement quickly.
i simply have no feelings for anything.
lol.

i wonder how some people always manage to feel so excited about every single thing.
am i cold-blooded?
if i am, i wouldn't always donate money to people already.
if i am not, i would feel nothing towards anyone around me already.
so how? lukewarm blooded?
lol.

2011-05-08T22:45:00.002+08:00

HEYO!

HAPPY MAMA'S DAY!
get its?(pun intended LOL)

THE WEATHER IS DAMN BLOODY HOT AND HUMID AH NOW!
MY FAN IS BLOWING WARM AIR AT ME WHEN ITS SUPPOSED TO COOL ME DOWN.

ARGH!

ALRIGHT!
yesterday was POLLING DAY!
lucky me didn't have to vote, and i couldn't stand it anymore after working ten days straight. so i took a break.

you know i can't waste a moment...
so i played the guitar all the way until i met up with the gang for weiguang's birthday (though that didn't felt like celebrating his birthday LOL)

oh we watched FAST FIVE!
WAY COOL, DAMN NICE.
GO WATCH IT.
vin diesel and dwayne johnson (the rock) are hawttttttttt.
oh for those who are crazy about the series, leticia (not the filipino maid from the noose LOL) is still alive.
and RMB TO STAY UNTIL THE END OF THE CREDITS because there's a scene after that.
so...let's watch for Fast and Furious 6, which will be the FINAL film :(

then the whole bunch of us went to pastamania, the only place available to take in so many people for dinner, before hanging around before going home.

so today, went to work for a while.
shannon drove uncle patrick, william, cj and me to lunch!
had bak kut teh in mr goh chok tong's territory LOL.
okay we were in aljunied, but its under marine parade GRC?
i don't understand how they split the areas -.-

went to airport EARLE SWENSON'S for dinner!
super expensive sia.
okay seriously nothing to blog already.

memories about songs.

2011-05-06T00:25:00.005+08:00

i was randomly listening to songs on my itunes and it went to jolin tsai's old song.
favourite!
she used to be my idol (besides mayday and S.H.E) during my primary 5, 6 and sec 1 period.
WOW, thats very long ago!

i still remember that time the chinese MTV on cable tv was MTV taiwan, and her music video were often repeated and repeated, again and again.
the songs were less electronic, her makeup was not as fierce as now, and her fashion was nicer (at least to me).

definitely bring back memories.
i still remembered singing songs while twisting balloons at the annual jumble sale.
it was after PSLE, we still had to go back to school to play.
yea PLAY.
i miss those days when we can play without spending much, daily expenses were at 50 cents daily, everyday doing wrong things without paying the price.

okay. then 6-5 or 6-6 was selling music playing and dedication service.
they kept playing the same few songs above despite the vast repertoire they have.
then we kept singing along.

AND　THERE WAS THIS SONG LOL

i miss those days when we can get happy so easily.

'cause you always dreamt of flying...

2011-05-03T22:07:00.004+08:00

TINY WINGS
new favourite game on my phone!
so cute so fun so exciting! :D

i always play this game while making calls (you heard me). i'm like talking to customers on the phone then i continued playing.

today's a tiring day.
okay i slept late yesterday listening to songs, that's why.
and many people that i talk to didn't came today, besides josie and yuquan.
and yuquan moved over to somewhere else to sit after a while -.-
solution: i started playing runescape at work when others are calling.

7 more days.

:(

2011-05-02T20:11:00.003+08:00

recruitment agency and companies shun away from me when they know that i have two overseas trip.
now im thinking of forfeiting the bangkok trip to get the job.
how?

2011-05-02T00:01:00.003+08:00

ELLO.

really beautiful.

i tendered my resignation to my current job.
yeah some people say im crazy to quit that job with a penalty of $1000.
however many people during work including people from the other department also said that provided we have a valid reason and giving a 2 week notice we can just quit without paying the penalty. im using NS as reason because they dont even check my NS letter.
some people say im crazy to quit a job that hooked me that much money in a small period of time.
this time its not about the money, its about the type of experience i need. i'm looking for normal office jobs.

anyway during these few days i have been seriously damn bloody slack at work.
i call my own number, my house number, randomly call some people that i think that will never pick up the phone so that they will go to voicemail when its is finally considered a phone call.
i did these to make up some call rates LOL.
then i start talking to those around me.

yuquan always sat beside me when he comes. he's quiting soon too, so both of us don't have the heart to call at all. and he started online shopping, then i introduced him gmarket.
guess what?
he immediately purchase a few clothes.
thats alright for him cos he earned $3000 per month, and he's been there for a few months already.

then there's this two girls josie and debbie who always stick together. they always start chatting with me and cj (who often sit around me) over random stuffs. they are damn slack as well. and omg they are going to NTU business. okay they are from jc so its easier -.-

then there's this group of guys that came in together.
oh they know derrick kaiweng bingcheng etc because they are from damai too.
besides karjuan and sike who are damn chiong over their sales, the rest are pretty slack.
i always talk to boonhui or yiwei though.
oh derrick and kaiweng please stop karjuan from selling already, his revenue is one of the highest now LOL.

and i wrote the resignation form, and there's this part to say the reason for leaving.
initially i wrote "loss of interest in the job and want to prepare for NS", but ken asked me to change because it will be under official records. if i wanna go back next time, i would have problem entering again.
he asked me to change over to "my health is deteriorating here, i don't wanna be a liability to the company, and i have to prepare for NS".
josie read my resignation letter and they said "bullshit". LOL.

thats it currently.
im thinking of getting some enrichment.
inspired by yiwei.
that guy worked for 1.5 week only and wants to quit for lifesaving course and guitar course.
so fast.

im thinking of going some accounting course.
should i?
any comment?

2011-04-24T16:46:00.004+08:00

YO GRANNIES :D

the weather is so warm.
keep sweating -.-
to think i'm running later.

i feel like watching movies.
i realised i haven't gone to the cinema for a while already.
oh last week supposed to watch RIO with some of the guys, but they all came late and it got cancelled and we went to eat instead.
oh i realised cinemas are going to show the SMURFS, WINNIE THE POOH, PUSS IN BOOTS!
yea, i like watching animated film -.- most of the time.

oh yesterday at work, there were only a few people in our team around, quite relaxing.
the few of us just started talking while working, and one thing i chatted about was child raising.
parents are sending their primary school kids to enrichment classes, remedial classes, piano lessons, forcing them to study and expecting them to score at least 240/300 in PSLE.
that's so stressful to their kids, isn't it?
the important part comes only when they started their secondary education.

kids shouldn't enjoy their childhood to as much as possible right? all we have to do is to let the kids know the importance of their upcoming exams. if they have the conscience they will start revising themselves right?
cos when they grow up, the amount of fun they are going to have, the amount of laughter you could hear from them, decreases.
i wonder if the kids are going to get stressed out and have their minds white out during their exams, especially when primary school exams are so much more difficult compare to my era.

parents should guide them when needed, not control them and forcing them to study right?
maybe your kid are not gifted in academic studies? but something else?
天生我材必有用 ma.

oh and i wonder WHEN, or IF any university is going to contact me.
so many people got contacted already.
just wondering.

2011-04-22T21:22:00.002+08:00

i asked people at work about gay bars, and i found one around tanjong pagar mrt.
and i told this boy.
LOL.
shameless boy.

work sucks.
my sales count has taken a deeeeeeeeeepppppp plunge.
i should quit right?
so depressing.

this is so damn cute.

2011-04-20T12:34:00.002+08:00

i'm getting enlisted on september the 8th.
oh man, i can't leave my job already.
using NS is not a valid reason already.
-.-

on a brighter note, arthur is getting enlisted together with me.
yayee at least one friend together.

anyone else on that day?

imma force myself to stop playing psp for a while and practise guitar for a while.

a little talk about games.

2011-04-14T23:29:00.003+08:00

pretty reluctant to update blog.
i'll keep rambling about work only lol.

recently i picked up my psp again.
luckily i didn't have to update the software etc, because now i'll go O.O when i went to search for hacked firmwares, so many version of the same stuff.
phew.

okay there can only be a two games that can make me feel like picking my psp again.

one was GRAN TURISMO (GT).

i waited for that game for about 4 years before it came out during poly year 2, finally. but it was a little disappointing :(
i borrowed this game from my neighbor while we still had PS1.
then i actually got addicted to the career mode of this game.
as a result, (in chronological order) i have played through GT1, GT2 (from my primary school friend edmund); GT3, GT Concept, GT4 Prologue and GT4 (PS2), and GT mobile (PSP).
you know, i spent half a day playing that game during my secondary school holidays.
its really a good game if you are into cars.

the other game that will make me pick up PSP is anything related to Final Fantasy.

i never play FF1 until FF9, although people always talked about that game.
i didn't know about this game until primary 5, then my games during that time were bought by my parents because ralph's pocket money daily was 70 cents only.
yea, the good old days of 50 cent fried rice and 20 cent grape juice. LOL.
i started playing when i got my PS2 when it was primary 5, and decided to try this game on primary 6.
final fantasy X was my first FF game, and because i was only given two hours to play weekly, i completed this game only at secondary 2.
i fled so much from battles that i had to go back different places to train, and i even printed stuff of the net to learn how to kill the bosses LOL.
then i started playing FFX, FFX-2, FF12, FF tactics, FF crisis core, FF7 (psp version), then FF dissidia and then now FF dissidia 012.

enough with games.

i LOL-ed when i saw this.

2011-04-03T18:47:00.003+08:00

heyo. tireddddddd, just came back from running.
i haven't ran for the last week, too tired from work.
yea, tired.
i didn't know calling people can be this tiring.

but my commission now is...
$756! when it's just the 3rd of april :D
i'm lazy to explain why though, but it is.

i talked to arthur ter and yx about not wanting to continue this job.
though the pay is high, i didn't like what i'm doing. and the pay always varies.
should there be anytime that my sales suck, i'll get very little amount of money.
i rather get a job that has a more stable pay, but never mind already i guess.
thanks for your opinions though (:

anyway!
went to shawn's house for shawn's pre-birthday celebration!
i dapao-ed koi for them, and i forgot to collect the money from the four girls, so..
YOU FOUR STILL OWE ME $7.00 ALTOGETHER.

i'll add the photos in as soon as they uploaded it.

okay, had bbq food, listen to the guys talk, and i heard something that sounded like a guitar so i went inside the house to see.
zx brought a ukulele!
then i borrowed it and started experimenting with it.
after that sarah started to play with it and even took it with her when the girl went off to charmaine's house for a while when the rest of us stayed at shawn's house. LOL.
shawn drove zehui xutat and me home.

oh ya, a joke from them ytd..

is jia really a guy? LOL.
check out the erection at 2.24.

should i change my hairstyle?
NS is just around the corner i guess?
beware of a yellow letter lol.

2011-03-30T10:31:00.006+08:00

LOL at this video.

because commissions are paid only when the customers have their cable tv installed at their homes, not when after the sale is closed, i'm starting to chiong for next month's commission by lying to customers saying that the earliest for installation is friday.....!

"IT'S FRIDAY FRIDAY GONA GET DOWN ON FRIDAY~"

omg i'm super addicted to that song.
i bet everyone knows what song, it has 64 million views on youtube already LOL.however it has much more dislikes that likes, and out of 1,083,974 comments (at the moment i posted this post), 99% of them are dissing on rebecca black.
it's so... ~~notorious~~ "popular", to the extent that the moment you type "FRIDAY" in your search engines rebecca black's face comes out.

alright back to topic.
so now i'm actually "competing" against by teammate CJ on the number of sales we can close daily.
two days back, both 8 sales.
yesterday, both 7 sales.
friendly competition okay, to maximize salaries.
our sales suddenly went up to the extent that another teammate of ours andrew went so envious and kept asking us don't chiong so much LOL.
hopefully we can maintain at least 5 sales a day, so that we can get around $2.7k for this coming month.
well, no one can win uncle patrick, who bring $4k home monthly, and he still has time to play with us LOL.

2011-03-27T01:10:00.003+08:00

1. having a job that you enjoy but you don't get paid as much.
2. having a job that you get highly paid but you dislike.

which one do you choose?

i would have chosen 2 in the past.
i used to care about only money,

i know this guy in starhub.. eh wait, he's no longer there already, he quit the job after one week.
he's called daniel lim, from TP biz school.
he's very talented in talking, we seen his abilities during training when our trainer nina put us into roleplay.
he and another guy jiongrui (let's call him JR) were the best at talking and selling stuffs.
a few days ago when i talked to daniel lim, he showed me his text to nina that he wanted to quit the job.
now, both these two most talented people have ignored the contract and left the company.

for this post daniel means daniel lim not our daniel alexander the gpa four.

oh they were both handling starhub inbound calls.
daniel told me that we were only trained to handle sales, not general enquiries, provisioning, complaints etc.
not one even taught him to do those stuff and he had to walk around to ask people five six times per call.
the few of us were stunned when he told us he wanted to leave the company, but he told me he's got a job already from an advertising company, full commission pay.
he said he cant learn anything from that company.
he joined the company to learn and apply the marketing skills he learnt in TP.
he joined the company thinking it was about sales and marketing, so that he can learn what want and is interested in.

his main purpose wasn't to earn money.
i bet JR left the company also because he cant learn what he wanted to.

i guess i should do that too?
i care too much about money last time.
i joined ams because i didnt wanna waste my L1R4, and thought airline business can earn lots of money.

for now, i wanna learn more about music production though.
i can't write songs or sing, but im interested in helping to produce songs, but it seems so hard to enter that circle.
ultimately im more interested in music, all kinds not just rock.

im pretty astonished at their courage of facing that $1k fine for leaving the company while under contract.

2011-03-22T09:53:00.002+08:00

training has ended, now i'm in my team trying to make phone calls.
i spent four hours yesterday and only succeed in closing on re-contract discount deal -.-
the customers either do not pick up their phone or "call back later" or "check with spouse".
grrrr.
and i refused to call indian families because i scared i can't understand their accent.

oh previously i went to ben's house for gym.
mainly to practise for 2.4km run.
derrick told me that he ran on treadmill before he started running on normal ground, so i tried.
i ran 3km straight, but the feel is totally different.
treadmill is easier!

alright i went to weiling's birthday chalet after that.
out of the six of us, only cheeyang jieyan and me went -.-
if robyn read this blog (i wonder if), your letter is with me!
oh we played mahjong with weiling's friends, and ate birthday cake, ate bbq-ed food and...homed.
took train with jieyan and that SIA crew.

2011-03-17T18:44:00.004+08:00

HELLO.
ralph's song sharing time again!

i just finished watching PARADISE RANCH.
dongjoo and daji are so funny when they bicker.
the songs in the show quite nice too! (look above)
oh ya the girl that acted in my lucky star a few year back then, also acted in the show.

oh i found this game that you can play using your entire body because it detects your movement, to snatch the eggs.
okay i look retarded here lol.

alright.
training is as boring as ever -.-
sighhhhh.
fine i'll psycho myself: ralph is just earning pocket money and making his time more useful rather than staying at home to rot like others.
jiayou.

a little bit of update.

2011-03-15T20:21:00.006+08:00

HELLOOO!
:D or :( ?
don't know.

first, because i lost a hell lot of number during the c910i to iphone transition, i lost a hell lot of number, i can't text so i'll wish here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!
(koped the picture from charmaine's blog)

stay red (Y)

lemme just update a bit.
last week pretty sucked and dejecting, because i went for various job interviews and met up with several agents.
didn't get a single freakin' job.

for those who didn't know, first was the night at clubbing when one agent called me and offered me a job $5.50/hr, 10 hours a day, until 15th march.
i was told that i only had to work at jurong for two days before i start working at changi area.
fine, that's okay.
so i woke up two hours later after reaching home and sleeping at 5am.
then at the popular building, the employer told me that we will work at jurong for one week.
zzz.
well, since i haven't signed the contract, for goodwill i stayed till the end of the day to help them do.
i called the agent to tell her that i'm not doing it already, and i'll forfeited that one day.

i started spamming resumes...

i went to jurong to recruit express because the agent told me she wanted to meet me.
okay agent only, not workplace.
so i went to JTC summit and thought that i would be offered a position.
nah, i merely stayed there for 20 mins?
sian diao.
oh anyway the agent look like dorothy sia! just taller.

then i continued spamming resume because the dorothy-like agent didn't called me.
then this another agent replied my email, talking about a starhub $9/hr and $18/hr for weekend job.
he wanted more people, so i called around..not much positive response though.
i met up with the agent first in the morning, then he told me to find more people, and go back at 2pm for the second interview.
so i went back to school find the guys who were playing badminton, and called people to come.
in the end only arthur came. the second interviewer failed me zzz.
and this second interviewer will stereotype people, if she see arthur's application form and saw the same diploma, she automatically fails arthur.
so, sorry arthur for wasting your time.
i went damn bloody sian after i've been told i've failed the interview.
but sorry mate, dragged you down for nothing.

then i called the dorothy-like agent because before the interview she said she had positions for me, in the end she said she'll call back later and never did.
i went home to send resumes again.

then on saturday this agent from bgc called me and offered me a job, so i blindly went there.
$6.25/hr + commission. its another starhub, but it deals with telemarketing rather than complaints that i previously mentioned.
then he passed my test and i went over to nobel building starhub and passed the test.
i thought it was fine, but i forgot about CPF.
so im actually earning only $5/hr.
sighhhhhhhhh.

anyway saturday met up with the gang to celebrate sarah's birthday (which is today).
previously i texted charmaine (the organizer) that i might not be able to go cos of monetary issues. then she said just come for dinner, then i forgot to reply her -.-
then that day i texted her that i would be late and she said sth like "omg never say earlier, i didn't print your picture".
....never go means no need print-.- then fine i went to print.
IM FORCED TO PRINT NOT THAT IM RICH.
IT COST ME A FREAKING $7 FOR FOUR PICTURES.
RAWR!

so these two days im at taiseng nobel building undergoing training.
hopefully im able to clinch more sales that would increase my pay.
sighhhhhhhh.

2011-03-09T16:17:00.008+08:00

HI Y'ALL!
seriously, i find mr bean very cute.

im bored, so i'll blog.

don't know why, but recently i'm hooked on playing NEOPETS, again.
it's funny when your pet changed from a yellow kougra to a yellow ruki to a female yellow ruki to a speckled ruki to a shadow ruki. and the statistics kept going up.
yes, i have the lab ray, that explains everything.
and check out the other neopet.
EH JUNXIAN THAT'S YOUR PET, WHEN ARE YOU TAKING BACK?

anyway yesterday went back to school to take some BCMI's BCCP certification test.
finished it quite early and started waiting for people to go out so i won't be so bored.
gah, all take so long -.-

so yesterday was the class (final?) BBQ, in school.

went with the guys over to Tampines Mall food court to eat, then went down to NTUC to buy somemore food for the bbq. and i got stunned when they told me that they popped a carton of chocolates down my bag after i took my bag back from the trolley and walked out of the store.
-.-
we splitted up.
arthur derrick kaiweng and me went over to derrick's house to help with skewering of food.
the rest went ben house to help over with other stuffs.

we finished skewering pretty fast.

i had a hard time with calling of ICA before going, at, after going derrick's house and in school.
zzz, i made like...
count the numbers yourself.
either it'll go "sorry, the number you have dialed, is engaged at the moment..." or it goes into the automated answering machine in which after going into the menus and trying to connect to the staffs, no one picks up.
i just wanted to call to check some matters regarding my passport, zzz.

went back to school and started preparing for the bbq.
yea here.

i don't have any more photos though.
but it went into a flour whip cream ice cream warfare where most of us got stains all over us.

anyway yesterday we watched..

so i'm surfing and i saw this version:

and then i saw this version:

and..

I START WATCHING TAEYEON'S VIDEOS AGAIN.

IT'S OVERRRRRRRRR

2011-03-01T11:25:00.006+08:00

EXAMS' OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
no more school, no more projects and assignments, no more quizzes and exams :D
eh wait, actually there's one more..for that $90 test for BCMI.
but that doesn't consider as a test right :D

think i may update this post with pictures when they uploaded it.
when they woke up.

yesterday went to some obscure place in TP, there's a seesaw, walking rope, balancing log etc.
gary came, so..we took class photo!
it was pretty funny when 28 people are all trying to balance on a see saw, because it doesn't really balance LOL.

then we went to TM to have seoul garden.
the restaurant kept playing kpop songs.
so we were pretty high.
and camwhored a bit with the guys LOL.

we wanted to go karaoke today actually, but someone asked to have it yesterday night.
fine, then we went.
but we went yingxin's house first to do stuffs for NTU admission, and due to some network issues? we were all late at the karaoke lounge.
sang from 12am to 3am (i suck at singing).
ah! made funfun sing but it was a failed attempt because i can't quickly transpose mandarin into cantonese quickly.
then all went home by cab.
but i walked home :D reached home at 4 plus.
i told you i can do it.

no karaoke session today then..
so how?

anyway, this was the video that i was imitating yesterday.
derrick sent us.

yes, keep a distance.

2011-02-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

2011-02-17T21:04:00.001+08:00

this is how i feel.

she says.

2011-02-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

its ending.

2011-02-13T14:45:00.009+08:00

tmr will the start of the final week of school.
three years really fly.
i learnt a lot of things in this period, and changed a lot during my time in tp.

even though this class is not as united as how 4C'07 was (not even close), i knew a lot of nice friends, learnt about
how to behave,
how to socialise,
how to be be last minute yet effective,
how to use facebook (yes),
how to talk with people online instead of just asking about homework (yes)
how to volunteer myself to help people and enjoy,

i also had a lot of first times:

first time working with friends (cityneon),
first time going to ubin,

first time going overseas with friends (taiwan),

first time acting ghosts at camp,

first time watching shows/dramas until 5am,

first time playing games (gunbound) until damn late,

first time working at somewhere more than 3 months and get an airport pass (internship with AirAsia),

and other first times that i dont have pictures,
first time going to clubs with teacher,
first time going out with female alone (those six girls set up "dates" on one another's birthday, they asked me to go with merishah),
first time having barbeques,
first time going to old changi hospital,
first time celebrating national day with friends,
first time skipping lectures/lessons,
etc etc.

2011-01-29T23:31:00.007+08:00

derrick asked me why didn't i update my blog already.
see, i just did.

the end.

KIDDING.
im too lazy to blog these days cos its just projects projects projects.

but im now procrastinating, too lazy already.
what's there to blog about? mmm. i checked thru my phone.

last friday? (21/1)
our sqm group and daniel's sqm group were in the same room doing projects (like duhh).
so these guys (johnny and yw) were a little bored and started arm wrestling.

forfeit: look at a girl downstairs for 30 seconds.
note: there's a guy seated with her, and the girl was sitting provocatively.

lol.

then they went chatroulette and saw sth traumatizing after johnny flashed his chest muscle, wriggling to the webcam. omg let's not talk about this.

last saturday 22/1 went to suntec to attend some NTU talk..alone.
okay in the morning i went back school to borrow some reference book for bcm project. and i went to..pho..to..co..p..y the en..ti..re.. book.

so i went to business course talk, since im only interested in that one.
i saw hazirah they all, melvin they all, jon soh, but none from our class (besides aizat).
oh never mind, but i went back opposite school to grab the illegal copy of the book i borrow and went home after i walked around bugis.

this tuesday went shopping at orchard..half alone half with the guys.
i went out at 2.30pm, went tm to find some stuffs before heading down to somerset 313 to look for clothes. bought a pair of white jeans before going to ion to find the guys. my leg was damn bloody aching.
-.-

wednesday, went shopping again, for the top.
i ended up going 313 again to buy the top.
LOL.

both new year top and bottom from the same shop, uni qlo.
LOL.

two days ago:

一群赌鬼.
-.-

how how how? how to enter uni?

2011-01-18T10:13:00.004+08:00

poly's coming to an end, next NS.
after that university.

some people made me stressed and i started to read the university stuffs.

but the GPA required depresses me, a lot.
my gpa is only a 3.35 right now

i really wonder.
i want to enter something business? cos i don't want to waste my knowledge acquired in poly, so i'll find a job in this industry.
and most of the jobs out there require business degree.
internal auditor, financial analyst all need?
:(

random update

2011-01-14T21:19:00.002+08:00

wonder if anyone understood what they are talking about.

tiring day.
from walking aimlessly around.

three more weeks, all the projects would be finished.
SQM & BCM.

that's it.

then exams, then byebye to school.
is that a good thing or a bad thing?

FMF DOWN~!

2011-01-07T20:43:00.009+08:00

LONG POST AH.

i like this song!
yesung's voice (Y)

anyway, i'm feeling pretty tired now, physically.
but i have difficulties falling asleep so.. i'm here.
i only fell a sleep for that 10 minutes just now -.-
i can say, poly life has done me well, cos i can still survive with little sleep.

well, i'm not sleeping, so i shall blog first!
lemme see what i can update about..
lemme check my phone for photos..

28/12-mr cyrano's cerebal kids thingy + p801 & p1002 christmas chalet.
i realise i blogged about 31/12, and skipped these two events.

mr cyrano's event is early in the morning.
i met daniel at 0730 to take 168 to some camp, then meet other people before going to SYFC together.
people i know who went got er.. samuel, cheeyang, weiheng, their boss, michelle, daniel and me (of course). and a few year 1 year 2 la.
there were only 11 kids and their teachers/parents.
i admit, i feel awkward with kids -.- i don't know what to do around them.
but i was appointed to be in-charge of the aircraft phototaking by mr cyrano, so..
(some pictures by their boss la)

i had to carry the young kids up into the aircraft seats-.-
i didn't pose for the picture, i didn't know he took this picture either LOL.

the food was nice, mr cyrano ordered for 50 people when there are only half the amount here LOL.
the event ended early, so i went home and rested before going to the chalet.

i met arthur cos that guy didn't know how to go ecp LOL.
we went to bedok to take 196, saw bingcheng. so three of us went together.
but it seemed that no one reached the chalet yet even though it was damn late, so we went to parkway to meet derrick kaiweng yongwang and louis.
went ntuc to buy sth then... WALKED to the chalet, took nearly an hour LOL.
and we were the first to reach LOL.
oh, daniel was forced to drink. then he was pushed into a cupboard and got locked inside for a few minutes. he went narnia LOL.
derrick was forced to drink because he kept bugging gary to drink. one quarter of the bottle.
that night, derrick was damn irritating (no offence derrick).
he danced to I'LL BE BACK, HEARTBEAT, HEARTBREAKER.
i shouldnt describe using words.
BEN SHOULD POST THAT VIDEO, SERIOUS.

i sleep for 30 minutes before i woke up to play monopoly deal with arthur and kw.
derrick went off with bc first cos that drunk man wasn't feeling well.
we cabbed off at 5am.
no need to post about 31/12 already.

3/1-belated christmas exchange with class and gary, at ben's house

mmm, went there at about 4pm plus with louis (saw him on bus), and started playing ben's rock band games.

basically that's all for the guys la.

go there play rockband most of the time one.
we exchanged presents at about 2030, with everyone picking a number to see the order of picking presents.

all the presents!
i got a philips speaker that was from..arthur.
but i exchanged with jono cos it seemed that he needed a speaker more than me.
i got a freezer mug in the end.

6/1 to 7/1-CRAZY FMF PERIOD + engineering project show/TP open house
yea, FMF was crazy.
i got no picture about that of course...

regarding the open house part, i was involved in project show(EPS).
bloody boring, kept going around talking to everyone.

oh we walked past AMS open house booth...

LOL.

then i went off first cos it was my parent's wedding anniversary dinner.
when i reached home i went on phone ebuddy..
arthur junxian and terence impersonate jasmine.
she didn't know until i told her LOL.
steamboat at tm crystal jade. rushed through it and went back school to find daniel johnny menghui.

maybe i should put one picture here, so..

we realised we did wrongly, just two days before deadline.
what gary wanted wasn't what we did, so..me and daniel went project show in the next day then met that night again to do FMF.
YES WE STAYED IN SCHOOL UNTIL 5AM-.-
with some ah beng sitting around us at blk 10 smoking drinking and talking.
his vocab only got one word "C***B**". lol.
and he cried while complaining about his girlfriend.

woke up late today, didn't go TBP or FMF.
just appeared after TBP over to find daniel to print FMF and went opposite school with the guys to eat and chat and went back school for EPS.

one more day of EPS!
now i go do ccom resume!

begone 2010, welcome 2011!

2011-01-01T13:35:00.005+08:00

it's a brand new year! :D
ns awaits~

2010 went pretty fast, right?

besides the hell lot of projects and exams in january til end of february, the highlight of last year was INTERNSHIP and MAJOR PROJECT.
we worked, didn't touch books for that six months, and time flew by so damn quickly, its october already.
it was quite a good experience for most of us right? (some people claimed they didn't enjoy intern)
i got to go inside the airport, go around the three terminals during break and after work, see DBSK's xiah right opposite our counter, got to go F1 session etc.
then internship ended, we went back to school, chiong major project, go out with friends etc etc, and it's 2011 already.

cool, damn summarized.

so yesterday, i went out with arthur bingcheng derrick johnny kaiweng terence yongwang.
the names in orange didn't went countdown with us.
we went to look for some present before heading down to clarke quay to drink and celebrate.
i actually took some videos but most of them got the F-bomb, cos someone went too high (we guys know who la).

counted down and walked around the entire clarke quay area, squeezed in crowds to see transvestites dancing and singing etc etc, before me and kw headed off first.

reached home, zun zun 2am!
i carried on to watch Gayo Daejun performances before i slept.

it was award shows 3 days consecutively!
and...

PUT THEM ON WGM OMGGGGGG.
IU!!!!!!!

nothing to do..

2010-12-26T23:17:00.006+08:00

i saw this in my phone.
it was drawn on my phone during my internship days during the period when i turned quiet and withdrawn.
then my favourite supervisor (sheikh bebo, yes that gay one) and robyn were doing gate together.
bebo commented that i'm a boring person, and i felt the same way so in the end robyn told me to open myself up more.
so i drew the above picture to remind of myself.
in the end i did talked more, to anyone i saw, yes passengers also.
ah i miss intern, especially this supervisor.
so direct, so frank, so high-profile, so opened.

enough of this i guess?
oh i didn't post much about christmas, because i was damn lazy.
if you read my recent post, all anyhow do one.
plus i don't have photos to upload?
this is for the colin-christmas outing.
sorry zehui i koped from your blog.

alright, i only got one christmas present this year, which is from my sister.
cute earphones!
it came just in time, my orange earphone spoilt-.-

mmm okay...

so went out to find derrick terence mh today.
i bought my present already, so i went out with them purely to walk walk.
yea, i need some exercise, as in not that kind of exercise.
i'm turning damn bloody lazy these days lol.
accompany them buy their presents for the class exchange, and went with them to BOTAK JONES (i got the name right this time).
mmm, it woud be better if they make the taste of their food heavier.
is it me or is it the food? okay its me, i like heavy tastes.

went home after that, alone.
cos derrick was having tummyache and went off to shit-.- while the other two took another route home.

SHENG DAN KUAI LE

2010-12-25T18:17:00.006+08:00

MeRRy ChRiStMaS!

i only went out on the eve la, with the gang for colin's birthday celebration and "christmas" celebration.
why the ""? cos we didn't really celebrated christmas i guess?
we went to NEX to eat dinner, then went to orchard and got stuck in there for a while.

colin ordered one whole 12" pizza, finished it himself and was still hungry. LOL. but correct la, it's crust was damn thin. we wanted to go to shawn's house after that but don't know why in the end went to orchard.
we went over to dobby ghaut and saw the train being so damn squeezy that we decided to walk to orchard instead.

and we got stucked there for some time.
half went to eat at that botak john place, feli sarah wendy shawn yonghong and me went to sit at macs at scape, ICE CREAM!
watching the three girls camwhored and singing to the music playing at macs is -.-
LOL.

i need more pictures on my blog, its getting boring.

2010-12-17T23:31:00.004+08:00

TERM 1 for SEMESTER 3.2 IS OVER :D
damn the assignments.
all the term tests were okay, i guess.

bcm is the worst i guess? but its also okay i managed to finish everything.
*this part removed by request from the people involved"

so after bcm term test, class outing! okay not exactly, half class i guess.
watched..

RAPUNZEL!
so nice, so funny.
they keep singing, but i like musicals so :D
people sitting around me keep laughing, cos rapunzel keep singing, and the "mama loves you" part (you guys know which part best la).
the chameleon Pascal damn cute!

alright, after the movie went walk walk around before going home.
really nothing much to blog about.

mmm, christmas present buying -.-
gah, $.$

2010-12-12T11:13:00.002+08:00

i wonder why the singers are crying.
but i like the song!

anyway, assignments are over! :D
now its term test.
3 more months we'll all say goodbye.
:D or :/ ?

2010-11-27T21:32:00.003+08:00

felt kinda nostalgic after i sang their song yesterday at teoheng.
so i went to watch their music videos again.
they are one of my favourite bands in the past, now disbanded though-.-

oh went to school today...to do..."PROJECT".
johnny kaiweng terence me four person on project counter strike.
LOL.
kaiweng was finding power sockets and found the movable wall that forms the partition between two classrooms.
it's normal only opened up during exams to form a huge examination room, but we used it like a LAN centre today.

played until 6pm before i left first.

2010-11-27T13:06:00.003+08:00

so nice!
what's the song name?

anyone?

i'm still so lazy to update-.-
recently really nothing much happened, only that MP's over!
oh it wasn't really a formal presentation, it was more of an interactive one.
to think i got stressed over memorizing the script -.-
the moment i went into the LT i felt...peaceful?
so relaxed some more, and i can present almost without looking at the screen.

after presentation we sat around and played monopoly deal before i went home first to bathe and clean up before meeting daniel.

went over to tanjong pagar, joined ah wang and mh to walk to the korean BBQ shop to join the rest and eat bbq!

YES SO YUMMY THE FOOD!

I LOVE THE BACON AND THE BEEF.

and for the first time i ate an entire garlic, raw one.

of course not by itself, but in wrapped lettuce.

arthur ben bc daniel and ah wang's table had this:

and bc went out, and came back with one huge plate of lettuce -.-

phew, wasn't sitting there LOL.

we walked around and went off home that night.

MP'S OVER!!!!!!!!

2010-11-25T08:44:00.001+08:00

:DDDDDD

think got what? see the title can liao!

2010-11-17T13:01:00.000+08:00

alamak.
mp presentation this wednesday.
scripts!

2010-11-16T12:52:00.003+08:00

it was my birthday two days ago.
THANKS TO ALL WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D
<3<3<3
thanks to those who posted on my wall,
thanks to those who texted me.
and my grandparents who texted me from hongkong too.
:D

that morning woke up and went for YUMCHA at CRYSTAL JADE!
i think my sister didnt upload the pictures, so..never mind la.
slacked at home before going out with my class.

went over to parkway parade, was late.
reached at 4.20pm, then...no one's there-.-
wait for half an hour, ah wang came then we went over to teoheng.
then the other guys came.

cheryl hueymin yingxin suddenly chiong into the room with a cake when i was singing, stunned.
ARTHUR TOLD ME THERE'S NO GIRLS COMING, scare me sia.
after that germaine joined.
thanks for the cake, it was difficult to get rid of the plastic wrapping so in the end i ate it in a guerilla way.

after k, we waited for daniel derrick junxian to come before we went over to somewhere-i-dont-know to have steamboat.
yx and germaine were (Y), discuss food macam pro like that.
especially the *thumbs up* GOOD AH part.
me junxian daniel(who were sitting with them) went speechless while watching them disuss food.
then we went over to somewhere-else-i-still-dont-know to have ice cream chef before we bus-ing home.

THANKS FOR THE CELEBRATION! i think i dua pai sia, other guys birthday only guys celebration, mine got guys and girls.
LOL.

so i got a new watch,

an AX shirt,

and a pink striped polo tee!

THANKS ALL!

ITS PROJECT ASSIGNMENT TIME, AGAIN!
:(

p.s. DANIEL'S A CHOIR BOY, and WANTS TO GO CLUBBING AFTER MP PRESENTATION. johnny witnessed.

touché, pussycat!

2010-11-13T10:17:00.002+08:00

i love this episode, especially little tuffy (or nibbles) that kept speaking french mixed with english.

im feeling so tired.
yesterday's napfa made me emo :(
sadness.

2010-11-08T18:34:00.004+08:00

derrick, your new hair is okay.
serious.
rmb to style your hair everyday! :D

i posted it on fb, so if you dont have fb, tell me.

its not nice to post here, cos it stays here, post on fb it'll will just go away after a while.

oh gawd, i have seriously nothing to post!

hey wait!

saturday was spent with F.U.C.K gang at vivo/harborfront centre.

zehui and my birthday celebration (thanks! :D)

were waiting for zehui aaron xiuchen to come, so the rest of us just walk walk walk walk walk walk walk for hours -.- without eating anything.

and cinema was packed, no hope watching shows.

so when they came, we finally decided on what to eat.

alamak who organizer (weiguang), in the end make main cast (zehui) choose restaurant.

ate at BREEKS in the end after deciding HARRY'S? THAI ACCENT? MODESTO'S? PIZZA HUT?

can't find the group photo so i only posted these.

and when we were deciding whether to sing karaoke, there's fireworks! :D

okay.
then yesterday was spent with the guys to celebrate derrick and kw's birthday.
ate buffet at the sushi restaurant(i forgot the name).

then watched this..
confusing show, but nice!

then we played lan for a while before going home.

2010-11-04T18:14:00.004+08:00

SO CUTEEEEEE!
im probably gona be called a weird man who likes spider.

hiiiiiiii.
im back too early, right.
i didn't went to play LAN with the guys, cos i'll get a grave headache at night everytime i go play LAN.
so i went home, and decided to cut hair.
not nice to have a dishevelled hair everytime, right?
so i cut real short this time.

i dont wanna post it here though.

lesson was mmm okay for today, better than on monday when i was SO restless.
tuesday was spent going dental appointment. (stupid $90 review and making of new retainer)
wednesday was spent in school with the other five to do project.

and daniel called me to find his thumbdrive with his airport pass at library printing shop.
i thought i could destroy his GPA 4 (REVOLUTION) but it appears that his major project is not inside. he said its in another thumbdrive-.-

cheeyang came after seeing a sinseh for his leg.
he's crazy, we asked him to stay at home instead but he insisted on coming.

nothing much to update about.

TATA~

and i'm free fallin'

2010-11-02T11:18:00.003+08:00

when you're young, you believe yourself a lot.
you have confidence in many things.
you thought you are good, you thought you are can help everyone, you thought you can solve all problems, you thought you are brave.
you had no fear, you wanted to conquer the world.
you dreamt of many dreams, you wanna be a doctor when you see doctors, you wanna be a pilot when you saw aeroplanes flew by, you wanna be a police when you watch police dramas, you wanna be a singer because you love people cheering for you.

but for some reason, you started to not believe yourself when you grow up.
once bitten, twice shy.
you feel disheartened, you decided to let go.
to fly higher on this hot air balloon, you have to throw away all you dreams.
you start having no confidence, you start sighing, you start to be afraid of such pain.

cos you found out that the world isn't the same like how you saw it when you're young.

2010-11-01T20:30:00.002+08:00

:/
i started to dislike school.
i mean, monday school.
i hate service quality, very much.
i read business continuity at home, so its not a problem.
i kinda like total building performance though, its like..D&T?
wow, this paragraph all started with "I".

the last week was fun, because we go out after school.
last monday was teo heng, tuesday wednesday were slacking days, thursday was katong lan, friday was monopoly deal festival.
stress started to build up today, over major project, over this and that.

tmr gona be in school meeting up the other five to carry on our project.

2010-10-24T18:04:00.002+08:00

i feel very uninspired these days.
i'll just nua around and do stupid things -.-

alright.
i got a lot of kpop night concert pictures on my news feed.
and this..

-.-

triple the sadness now.

SADNESS.

2010-10-23T20:39:00.007+08:00

Teenage magazine page is good at making people sad today.

and i saw on my news feed:
oh yes bigbang sang 7 songs.

double the sadness.
i believe the other guys went over to airport to see them, because ben smsed me that he saw louis at airport.

oh gosh my eyes are so damn red.

just came back from deen's wedding.
met cheeyang at tampines mrt platform, then jieyan at bedok mrt platform.
(the other three didn't came)
went over to city hall to walk around cos we're too early, then after then we went down to marina barrage.

spent about 2 hours there only?
wish him have a blissful marriage(:
he was so nice to us during our internship.

i'll update this post when i got the pictures.

two days left til school reopens.
or maybe one more day.
next semester would be ~~fun~~slack, tuesdays and wednesdays no need to go school.

here i come rambling again...

2010-10-21T22:09:00.007+08:00

everyone played PUZZLE BOBBLE(or BUST-A-MOVE) series games before?
something just hit my mind and i went to find this video.
i like PUZZLE BOBBLE 2 especially. i never ever made through stage 3 (the pink furry girl) before. hey wait, maybe once or twice ONLY i guess. i always sit at the side in fascination and excitement watching my father play until the later stages.

does it bring back memories?

oh puzzle bobble 4 too! there's this 1001 stage game, where one tarot card represents one group of five stages. like, sun, moon, chariot, death, star, magician etc.

i guess i should blog a bit about the day out with F.U.C.K gang, for xiuchen's birthday celebration.

from city square mall roof garden.

its my virgin trip to city square mall, of course. i'm a frog at the bottom of the well (direct translation). we went over there to have dinner.

one person would face one steamboat, with a conveyor belt carrying food all around.

food hunt, literally.

gary kept taking all the beef and added into our pot. he said it's more worth it. LOL.

so the people sitting after us (conveyor track) always didn't get beef.

expensive la sia, $28.

nonetheless, nice place you found, zehui :D

he always manage to find new places to go for dinner.

charmaine took this picture.

LOL @ my face too.

okay, went over to kuala lumpur on flight AK702 yesterday.

mr hussain came with us, and he had all our passports so we had to wait for him for so long.

he came at the last minute and we had to rush over to the gate.

oh weiling was the gate staff! she immediately asked a few of us to buy alcohol for her LOL. alcoholic.

we spent our time at LCCT from 10am to 7pm.

toured around the terminal, in the hot weather, with a laptop on our back.

OMG, SO TIRING. i swear i was spinning while walking.

OH their teams there are so damn competitive, they care about performances etc. and they had so many people O.O

oh alright they have 150 flights a day so its okay.

so today, had nothing to do at home.

so i went to school to find the guys to "lepak".

yea, at home very boring you know!

there were arthur bang derrick evelyn johnny junxian kaiweng menghui terence.

the resort world gang stayed at block 14 to do their project, the rest of us went library.

some people left already, and after that we went back down to find the resort world gang.

sat there and chatted for a while before we went for a drink followed by going home.

oh johnny what's this?

on derrick's phone.
LOL, i'm good at exposing people.

thanks derrick for this :D

2010-10-16T23:19:00.005+08:00

back from xiuchen's birthday celebration.

didn't went clubbing, my body's aching and the dinner cost a bomb.

but it was fun.

wait for charmaine upload the pictures then i'll post more bah.

meanwhile, my butt is feelin' damn hot from shitting out shit with chilli particles.

how tall are you? gah no hope liao.

2010-10-15T22:18:00.012+08:00

i'm using this orientation because the picture is so tall.

i had this strange dream yesterday which was... really weird. this is true, it's too stupid to make up a dream.

so i was with this girl, having to go somewhere far together on bus, everyday.

that girl, i could see her face, but i didn't knew who she is at all, serious. but she's tall.

the first sentence in that whole dream was "er.. how tall are you ah?"

then she smiled and told me her height (i couldn't rmb her height, from 175-180cm).

then i went "gah, no hope liao" and i woke up.

who's the person? -.-

nvm, maybe that's someone i'll know when i grow up? i'm probably just meeting that person prematurely in my dream now.

i can't adjust the size of the picture....

but i'm trying to fill up all the space liao.

really.

just.

trying.

as.

much.

as.

possible.

but what a "nightmare".

LOLLLLL.

we should be addicted to studies, but...

2010-10-15T20:12:00.005+08:00

oh gosh i'm deadbeat.

this morning woke up and went to school.

oh my god i forgot to tap out! after effects of using concession and reverting back to normal fares.

-.-

the best part was.. i freakin' forgot to tap out again on my journey home!

-.-

so played badminton for 2 hour then table tennis for an hour with arthur bingcheng johnny kaiweng before having lunch at mensa.

we taught arthur how to play monopoly deal (LOL) when taking break from badminton.

and woohoo he knows how to play already.

then after lunch we went to project room in library, just to play monopoly deal.

-.-

HOLY CRAP, WE'RE FREAKING ADDICTED.

arthur went off one match earlier to go airport for his stuffs, he didn't see the hype during the last match.

i think bingcheng should bring the cards everyday when school reopens.

yeah, the moment lectures have ended we'll probably stay in the LT or run outside to the benches just to play.

and next week they'll probably organize sentosa outing, whereby the game might be played on floats.

mmm,

this way? LOLLL.

oh yesterday derrick came online from korea.. in daegu.

where the hell is that? i don't know, probably research later LOL.

then today morning he flew to jeju island. having fun ah him! enjoy yourself! (if you see this from your hotel computer)

we'll anticipate your fried spicy rice cake! :D

so envious of him, can travel ):

tomorrow going out with F.U.C.K gang!

happiness is contagious

2010-10-14T12:52:00.000+08:00

i bet you guys watch jeff dunham with achmed the dead terrorist before (silence, i kill you!)

that video clip had about 200 million views.
but.. with peanut? with walter? with the other few more?
recently i saw my sister watching jeff dunham and peanut on youtube.

so a form of... mm reminiscence (did i use the right word?), i torrented a few of his shows and watched them these three to four days.

arguing with myself, spark of insanity, very special christmas special, jeff dunham show.

i didn't understand some parts of the clips on youtube, but watching the entire show made sense because there's some story telling (about his family) at the front which carries on to the later parts of the video.

they are so funny.

and i love the sound of everyone in the theatre laughing together (:

makes me happy too.

i've said i want to go to the united states?

listening to him talking about his family life and listening walter criticising every part of the united states of america made me want to go there even more.

criticise, yea but i wanna go more.

because he made every state distinctive and special.

i'm keen to experience a different life, i love to be thrown into a deadend situation when i would have no other way out but to face it.

that's why i'd like to go on bag packing holiday.

oh.

grandpa and grandma just left for airport, flying hongkong later.

they said they would have pulled me over to canada if they were directly going back canada.

they're really having good life, with canadian government giving them money monthly, $2k each.

so they could really travel all around.

cool shit eh?

and canada is just north of america.

LOL, i'll spend my own money to travel when i grow up.

independence, that's wad people say.

goals when i go there:

learn to speak better english, see how caucasian guys hook up girls to learn how to be more confident (LOL, learnt from syafiq and robyn), learn about the lifestyle over there too.

i'm really curious.

i also wanna go london, amazon, japan, taiwan (again), korea.

we're everytime listening and reading korean stuffs, so its nice to visit the source.

okay, enough with all these.

~~two~~ one more weeks to go, before school starts.

mp presentation, five or six more assignments/projects to go.

then bam, we're done.

2010-10-12T15:10:00.002+08:00

oh right i decided not to blog about genting trip cos there really wasn't much to blog about. if i blog it would be like continuously rambling the same things.
just a summary:
day 1-bus ride over there, waited to check-in hotel, go down KL, window shopping at times square, cup noodles back in hotel, monopoly deal.
day 2-theme parks, looking at the guys play some fishing game in which they were very obsessed over getting toys, monopoly deal back in the hotel.
day 3-down to KL again, down to times square and bukit bintang, back up the hotel, cup noodles again, monopoly deal.
day 4-went walking around times square and long bus ride back singapore with 3 stopovers to eat buy things and rest.

anyway, share with you guys this:

SO NICE!

2010-10-07T23:14:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiiii.

i'm back from genting.

i don't know what to blog yet, so i'll blog tmr. -.-

okay come back immediately got things to chiong.

RAWR.

i need a new hairstyle.

spiked fringe?

time has come to say goodbye.

2010-10-02T10:59:00.009+08:00

internship's over!
like i said in the previous post, i'll miss them.

so yesterday was last day, and its a friday, all three teams were on shift so they don't need us to help them do gates.
so from the morning until the end we slacked or had fun all the way.

CAMWHORED.

went counter first.
linda and zahra.
norlina.
hidayah.
uncle vijey.

went into transit area...
miss faezah (ugly faces).

abang wan, fauzi, nadia, trolley boy derek.

went to FD3525 (phuket) gate...
castillon and hellen. (paulo wasn't inside cos he's the one taking photo so...)

castillon hellen paulo (i'm the one taking the photo.)

then back into office..

sheikh.

nana and kak mas.

ain, nana, hana.

kak rodziah.

shamini.

sulastri, shamini, saleha, kak rodziah, nisha, shawner.
rabitah and fazli.
cheeyang's aisah, saleha, norain, nadia, rizyana.
raveen and marlina.

jennifer.

we went to eat
after that went off to meet the guys to go karaoke..

thanks for these six months :D

will miss you guys ^^

2010-10-02T00:45:00.002+08:00

INTERNSHIP'S OVER!

i'm post all the pictures tmr.

lazy ah, camwhore too much.

before the last...

2010-09-30T18:39:00.006+08:00

at last, one more day and our internship ends.

i'm happy and a little sad.

happy, that our project is over and i don't have to work like mad everytime on shift already.

sad, that i'm going to miss everyone that i enjoyed being with over the last six months.

i'm gona miss team A especially.

sheikh, fauzi, hidayah, hellen, joanna, abang wan, fazli, rabitah, usha, linda, lina, zahra etc etc...

they are so fun to work with, although working with them maybe a bit crazy at times, having to run here and there to open gates until forget break time, send excess baggage, helping to take boarding passes and put at sales counter.

yea. i'm gona miss talking to sheikh, fauzi and hidayah especially, because they are the ones i felt most comfortable talking with.

mmm..

the other five of us leh?

none of them are in the same class as me, but i've learn a lot of things and changed a lot during this six months.

samuel's a cool guy to hang around with. i may not that much stuffs to talk with him about, nonetheless he's a nice guy to talk and ogle at girls with.

cheeyang, he loves to talk about korean stuffs. he always know when to stop contributing so that people don't take advantage of him. he will try to defend himself discreetly, unlike me always "okay" then take all the responsibility.

jieyan, the kan chiong one. she'll get all uptight and worry this and that. yea, i can't stand working with her (as in during operations), because i'm more laidback and confident at work. but it's fun to see someone acting so differently from me.

syafiq, i knew him since 3C'06 and 4C'07 so i know him quite well at the start already. i really don't know what to talk about him, but he's like fauzi, nice to talk with, and ogle at girls LOL.

robyn. he's the one i had most contact with, reason being we're in the same team.

i always criticize him for fun and "okay lor" coldly when he start joking for fun, but i have learnt A LOT from him. he's always the first one i call when i have questions during operations. and i used to be very quiet, only talking to some people i know or when people talk to me, until one point sheikh said i'm a boring person then i kept asking him how to socialize. thanks man.

omg.

i'll miss my favourite staff hidayah's act-cuteness and ferocity. (i know contrast lol)

i'll gona miss sheikh's homo disturbances and high profile attitude.

i'll miss fauzi's steadiness in doing all kinds of work.

i'll miss hellen's thousand and one stories.

i'll miss joanna's quiet and cool attitude.

i'll miss marlina's coolness.

i'll miss disturbing rabitah and fazli (HEH HEH HEH)

i'll miss lina's annoying-orange style laughter.

i'll miss imitating jun walking and sitting posture.

i'll miss zahra's blurness.

i'll miss usha's random rambling.

i'll miss raveen's criticisms about robyn.

i'll miss scaring hana.

i'll miss kumaran's jay chou singing.

i'll miss pradheep's calm temperament.

i'll miss being criticised by kak aidah.

i'll miss wei ling fighting with syafiq.

i'll miss...etc etc etc.

i'll go emo thinking back about stuffs that happened over these last six months.

i kept complaining to people that we are treated like items, being thrown here and there.

if we hadn't been pulled out of the schedule for project, and stayed in our teams, i guess i wouldn't have complained.

because i started to look at these things at a different angle when we were being put back to operations.

yes, i did loved to work before the project started.

i love to help each and every staff with their work. when i see team A's flights go off on-time, i feel..satisfied.

yes, i do will have sore body and limbs during off days thanks to the crazy running (thanks to the crazy gate assignment by master apron), but i didn't mind.

tomorrow's friday, all teams will be on shifts.

tomorrow's last day, let's volunteer to run everywhere to open gates(:

i'll bring camera tomorrow to take photos(:

2010-09-27T19:24:00.007+08:00

so lazzzzyyyyy to blog nowadays.

lol.

mmm, everyday do gates ma.

oh i saw yingxin (and other cathay ppl) today!

and the moment after i saw her i nothing better to do and texted her this..

"eh long time no see, you've become plumper!"

(Y) for fun. LOL.

mmm, what do i talk about?

i went F1 practice session, for free.

our station manager gave us each one pass in the morning, so we only "worked" for three hours that day (in fact we were in office looking through project stuffs)

grandstand passes!
it was quite boring la, every car only appeared 2 secs before they make their turn into the tunnel. we were seated just beside singapore flyer.

it rained leh! then we're like -.- and went back into the shelter.

then there was this ambulance van(on siren) that was trying to reverse and go somewhere.

...it banged into road safety barricade-.-

AMBULANCE SOMEMORE.

walked until tired, slept at esplanade, then went off home after walking to bugis.

boring event-.-

never mind, good experience though.

oh it was so loud you can hear the cars from bugis LOL, thats why you need ear plugs.

mmm, saturday me samuel robyn went to nisha's house for hari raya.
took wrong bus-.- and got there 1 hr late -.-

anyway, there were so many people!

okay its her relatives, about 20 of them in one small house.

the food is so nice lor, i had 2 plates of rice and lots of dishes.

okay at people's house eat so much buay paiseh, i know LOL.

but people ask me to eat ma.

and fauzi and abang wan were there too.

fauzi brought her adopted sister.

so cute la!

mmm.
nothing much really, just looking through reports one more time and presented this week.

no? how?

2010-09-20T23:27:00.004+08:00

learning how to say "no" to people is a very big topic in life.

learning how to say "no" to people's ridiculous requests is an even larger topic in life.

the reason is, you have no reason to reject them.

you don't wanna ruin any friendship or relationship with someone, but you don't want to accept ridiculous requests from that person.

how do you reject?

saying "no" directly in the face is cool, yes it is.

but if you say directly to a person with more power than you, this is suicide, right?

but if you don't tell the person directly, and feign ignorance to the request, they would continue to pester you.

call you, text you, find you.

so you switch off your phone, go into hiding, put your phone somewhere else etc.

but that won't stop them from finding you again.

how?

how do you actually reject a request without spoiling any impression, relationship or friendship?

i wanna know.

i just switched off my phone today.

irritated.

chiong ah!

2010-09-17T01:11:00.004+08:00

this look damn good!

mmm, grandpa and grandma staying at my room now, so i'm sleeping in my sister's room.
benefit: everyday switch on aircon, cool!
drawback: too cold-.-

project's going fine.
just that everyday staying from 10am to 1030pm in the airport's not fun.
very tiring!

tmr going to the talk.
after that.. project i guess.
it's finishing (:

Two blondes were going to Disneyland when they came to a fork in the road. The sign read: "Disneyland Left." So they went home.

LOL, i guess not much people would laugh at this though.
they'll just go "lol" at this, they have a laughing point too high.
some people's face appear in my mind when i'm typing this.

2010-09-10T23:21:00.004+08:00

i wanna go out!

but no one seems available :(

when i'm finally well already.

aircraft AOG, again today.

WALAO WHY I SO SUAY ONE!
1435 flight delayed until 1930.
lucky i was allowed to go off while the team leaders handle.
stressed sia.
poor thing for the passengers also la.

new favourite song.
i'm impressed by the number of words narsha can sing in one line.
lol.

byebye.

school for a day!

2010-09-08T20:14:00.014+08:00

i was feeling really unwell yesterday.

since the morning, i felt like vomiting, then when i got to work, i went dizzier as time went by.

i couldn't take it anymore and went for last hour break(again) so that i can go home earlier to sleep.

i didn't knew what i was down with?
fever, but my body wasn't too hot.(i insist i'm hot LOL)
flu, yea but i didn't had any mucus.
food poisoning, i didn't vomited out everything i ate.(i had super bad experience with that -.-)

so i went home and slept after bathing.

woke up at 7pm+?

my entire body went sore, i couldn't move other than checking my phone beside my bed.

ate dinner and watched finish three brothers before i went back to my room, and went online for a while before i felt really sick again and went to sleep without going offline.

so i was fake online yesterday la.

then i woke up at 11.39pm (i checked my phone ma), then cheeyang talked to me on ebuddy to see if i'm okay etc, then after that i went back to sleep at 12am before i woke up at 8am this morning to go back school to do project.

i felt much better alr.

my bed was so wet cos i sweated like mad throughout these three sleeps.

speaking about this, we called mr farid, after gary ho(i know three garys la) didn't reply my sms. we ask went to ask our duty executive whether we could go back school the next day (which is today) to film our video.

we couldn't find the toys of refuelling truck tractors trollies etc in the airport, that's why.

and she said okay.

so today used the skylab to film the video.

oh we saw mary and darren in our lift up!

and anyone knew the skylab had this now?

an airfield! (not made to scale)
with lights!
HOW CAN T3 BE SMALLER THAN T2?!

and how can one gate be so big?

and where's the aerobridge?!

nonetheless, it is cool.

mr farid actually wanted us to make us of the airfield as well, but apparently the aircraft is too big LOL.
we made our own equipment staging area and equipment restraint area!
and we made this to take the video. LOL.
samsung galaxy S somemore. LOL.

gary came in and criticized whatever we were doing -.-
that's all i guess.

tmr back to operations.
gates!
i'm half unwell now, hope i'll be fine tmr.

other pictures of the airfield:
the light controls!

CAT 3 LEH! CAT 3 LEH!

2010-09-06T12:09:00.005+08:00

EH GUYS, CAT 3 LEH! $168!
walao no guy wanna go :(

anyway,
yesterday went to meet class and gary for teacher's day celebration.
i went out at about 3.30pm, with intention to go shopping.

hey i haven't went shopping for.. 8 months?
yea, cos that time my money was depleting, decided to coop myself at home as much as possible(unless i go out with friends), no arcade to as much as possible, starve, scrimp and save to as much as possible.
since i've cleared out most of my debts, i'll start shopping :D
oh yea, so i decided to not waste my bus concession and took 23 to bugis.

alamak the bus ride was friggin' long, and there these four teenagers(okay i'm still eighteen, but i'm obviously older than them) making so much noise, talking so loudly and play music like its their own house.
how badly mannered they are, their parents should have taught them how to behave in public right? are their mind so small that they can't remember such simple things?
or is it their parents didn't teach them? why? is it because their parents also dont have any manner? i have no idea.
i'm going to be racist soon, so i'll stop here.

reached bugis at about 4.30pm -.-

so long, then i only walked a bit -.-

no time sia, time went so fast.

OH I SAW 神木与瞳! their album signing thing! (what's that event call ah?)

gah, not interested.

i walked from bugis to dobby ghaut, then start contemplating if i should take the train to harbourfront already, because as usual everyone's gona be late.

nvm, i decided to go down anyway, then i saw junxian's sms..

-.- then i went up the escalator..
i walked to plaza singapura, and saw a yamaha jazz band concert.
stood there and listened to them for a while, before i think "i shouldn't follow bad examples and be late" LOL.

i went down to harbourfront.

then junxian said meet mac, i thought i was in vivo then i called him then he said it's in harbourfront centre.

i lost my way in vivo-.- and got pulled by a girl to do some survey(she's from tp that's why i gave her face).

then i went to mac, junxian kaiweng ahwang were already there.

6.15pm.

alrights, when more guys came, guys went to the coffee shop opposite vivo to have dinner then go walk walk in and find the dessert shop etc etc.

gary came at 10 plus bah, by that time my mum asked me to go home like mad cos they bought me a new wardrobe and asked me go home help to fix up.

then gary brought us to st. james to drink, i drank corona and i ran off.

on train, one indian man slept on me -.-

must be karma, cos i slept on a cias guy last week.

LOL.

alright, was cleaning up the wardrobe and i found...

SO LONG AGO ALREADY!

THIS PICTURE WAS TAKEN WHEN I WAS IN PRIMARY SCHOOL.
LOL.

new wardrobe! with mirror!

and it was late already so i decided to go sleep, and this morning i woke up to clean up and tidy up the room.

anyway my room looks so big now..

woohoo!

annyeong!

EH GUYS! CAT 3 LEH CAT3!!!!

ZZZ!

2010-09-05T13:13:00.002+08:00

yesterday, we..didn't do project at all.
and there's nobody else other than the interns(us) in the office!
heh heh, so we watched videos, played games, sleep etc in the office just to pass time and clock out.

we had nothing better to do, played hotel 626 and asylum 626.
seventh month, look at the picture...
robyn syafiq and me were playing the game.
i was yawning, lol.

they long to be..

2010-09-02T20:10:00.004+08:00

i like this song.

"am i happy?"
that's the question i always ask myself at the end of everyday, or after everything i do.

am i happy with where i am in my life? (not like i have went through a lot in my life though)
am i happy with the social environment i'm in?
am i happy, deep inside?
do you ever asked yourself such question?
i bet you don't.

i bet my question would always end up with a "no".
things come and go in your life, then you feel sad, then there are regrets and disappointment.
you might think, only if this didn't happened, only if this didn't end, only if this didn't go, i would be happier.

because of the hole you see, you might end up with a "no".
i always see the bucket as half empty, even though i try very hard reverse it.
there are always things in life you want to get, yet you'll never get, no matter how hard you try.
whenever i thought of it, i'll feel empty once.
whenever i thought of it...

enough of it.

anyway, we needed an aircraft in order to take our project video,
and fauzi lent his to us.
thanks a lot! :D (even though he wont read this)

i feel like going somewhere for backpacking trip.
bali? kota kinabalu?

some people around are fake, so fake.

2010-08-31T20:48:00.003+08:00

i don't know if i should post the boy's photo, but never mind bah, i'm take it down if people ask me to.

so, dian came to office today, after dont know how long due to her accident forcing to be on long term mc.
she brought her child too, so we were all having fun playing with him.

last week so many people left the company, now it went from enough staffs back to going-to-be-not-enough staffs, again.
i wonder if everyone left the company how would the company be.
adillah left, syida left, wahyu left. kasthuri left.
plus last time and some people going to leave, soon...

exactly one month left.
alright.
left the video to finish up.

yay this week three days off!

2010-08-30T21:02:00.002+08:00

aww man, work on an off day.

aircraft AOG today.
had a "great" time fighting, arguing, twisting words and fending off passengers.
thanks to a nail that punctured one of the aircraft tire.

offloaded a lot of people, volunteered one.
they are damn freakin' irritating, keep bugging and talking to me.
i really wanted to rest.

went home and had dinner and got knocked out until five minutes ago.
i feel like vomitting la.
i was already sick in the first place.
lol.

random

2010-08-28T13:02:00.003+08:00

this made me laugh like mad.

4 more weeks.
alright, hang on.

just a sad sad video

2010-08-28T01:21:00.001+08:00

OMG SO SAD.
:(

gah i'm not feeling well -.-

ghost in the elevator

2010-08-27T00:21:00.004+08:00

A VERY INTERESTING DAY.

we went back down to operational work today! (finally no need face the computer for the entire day until headache)

WA SO LONG NEVER DO GATE ALREADY SIA!
AND SO LONG NEVER GO IN TRANSIT AREA ALREADY SIA!
AND WE DIDNT KNOW THERE ARE NEW GATES!
6 of us, split 2 by 2.
me and samuel team.
AND WE ARE SO DAMN SUAY. LOL.
we did two flights FD3506 and QZ7787, both flights delayed.

FD3506 was delayed due to some passenger (NTL if you know what the term is).
that one still okay.
QZ7787 was delayed due to aircraft late arrival...and gate changed.
so weird la!
we opened the gate already, then because the aircraft was going to be late, the controllers just changed our gates.
MOST OF THE PASSENGERS COME IN ALREADY LEH! WALAO.
then we had to make announcement and run to the other gate and re-check their boarding passes.
so at the new gate, the passenger queue was...awesome!
blocked the entire walkway la OMG.

alright then the six of us plus weiling and lady knocked off together.
samuel had nothing better to do, he waved at a long quiet walkway that we always walk to go to our office.
then he said one of the staff was there(we all knew he was faking la), then robyn was so scared.
all of us started acting and shouted "quickly go inside the lift!"
then robyn was still damn scared.
*door open*
one of our staffs stood there right in front of the door.
all screamed, including the staff there LOL.

bused off with weiling on 27.
here i am.

2010-08-26T10:12:00.002+08:00

project's really a headache nowadays.

saturday i can't go with F.U.C.K gang :(
stupid la of all day from today until saturday afternoon shift until 11pm.
so happy birthday to kenji wendy aaron charmaine kh first bah.

2010-08-23T21:56:00.005+08:00

stories.
how do you find them?
do you spend hours and hours sitting right there reading and reading a storybook, until you forget to eat?
do you sit in front of a tv screen watching the drama/movie timelessly?

there hardly any book that made me feel like reading on very much, exception?
yea, harry potter.
instead of studying, i sat there for almost two or three days during the 'O' levels study break just to finish up the last book.
why? because it's nice?
because there's actually movie to help me picture those stuffs.
yea, i do have some problem to turn words into pictures.

sometimes, i really hate stories.
why? because there's an ending.
i don't like things to end, do you?
it's like you are so into the realm already, then you're forced to leave it because it ended.
then you have to find another story to read or watch, and re-familiarize with the characters etc.
would you find it irritating? i do.
i feel so comfortable already and poof everything's gone.
i rather everything stays on and on and on, then another story starts with the same people, building on.

just like stories in our own lives, when it became a part of you.
then someone decided to leave, someone died, someone went on a different path in life, someone emigrated.
then you feel a hole in your soul.
so what?
don't start anything so that you have to see anything end?
or do you stuff the bleeding, get used to it and start another story when you actually didn't wanted it to stop?

SAY HUMPH!

2010-08-23T00:17:00.009+08:00

today and tomorrow are both off days, no point saying anything about tomorrow cos i doubt there 'll be anything.

went to sing k with derrick johnny kaiweng and menghui today, after waiting for an hour for them. 6.30PM MEET RIGHT! WHAT TIME YOU ALL REACH! RAWR!
but i was quite high though, with all the korean songs and everyone's singing.

i took a lot of videos, but i'll only upload this, cos it's the nicest.
menghui singing 你怎么舍得我难过.

and...
and this thing made me feel like laughing.
cheeyang was always singing "say HUMPH, HA HA!" in the office, then i was like "HUMPH?"

then we were singing and dancing to 4minute's HUH, and the words in the karaoke was..
"say HUMPH, HA HA" (different from the picture because it's an uploaded video)
LOL REALLY SIA!

one month and one week left.

i beg to dream and differ from hollow lies,
this is the dawning of the rest of our lives.

2010-08-21T23:32:00.002+08:00

and when the night is cloudy, there is still a light, that shines.
a ray of hope, shine until tomorrow, shine until the end of troubles.
let it be.

船到桥头自然直.

tmr off!

2010-08-19T20:16:00.003+08:00

i saw suhaimi yusof today!
i was doing observations at kota kinabalu gate and "eh, he look familiar sia?"
hana and suratno even asked me to help them take picture for them.

this is the 4th artiste spotted after starting internship?
lin mei jiao, rui en, jacelyn tay too.
one advantage of working in airport is you might see artistes anytime.
yea.

the past two days, nothing much to update.
but project was a little horrendous cos everyone went slightly lost, and we were given ANOTHER project to do, which added up to the stress.
luckily today everyone solved a lot of things during discussion, and the project started to make some sense to us already.
nothing to do at home!
guitar, read book, play computer.

bye!

2010-08-14T22:07:00.004+08:00

just nice we found this while doing project.
coolness! but fail lah, turnaround 40mins -.-
supposed to be 25min lor.

well let this post be a video sharing post bah, i love sharing videos.
cute and funny ones here!

this one's about a guy who got interviewed talking about a man suddenly appearing in their house and attempted to rape his sister.

this one's in chinese, oops.

2010-08-13T12:06:00.000+08:00

i'm bored.
I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me

really, i'm bored.

2010-08-13T09:34:00.003+08:00

yeah, i'm taking a break from project.
waiting for time to pass for the gate to open so that i can commence on my observations.

just watching them again for fun.

it's damn funny.

and the following one even more funny:

it's always these two guitarists that i'm listening to.
it's always these two guitarists that demoralizes me with super hard songs that i can't learn at all or inspires me, alternately.

2010-08-12T23:17:00.003+08:00

at least you're frank to me this time.

you know what?
a load off my shoulder.

but it's still painful.
i'll walk out of it as fast as possible.

2010-08-11T17:26:00.008+08:00

i like this song.
.
and,
heard about that girl and the accident in johor...
hope my primary school friend stays strong.

anyway,
something painful spurs me to practice on my guitar even more.
i dream to perform at least once in my life with a band.

2010-08-10T18:31:00.002+08:00

when people are doing gate, we interns would go in to the gate to take timing of many many things, we would like "1, 2, 3, on chocks!" then start over stop watches and start recording time of tow tug arrival, hold 1 and 3 open, skyloader arrives etc etc.
many timings to take, and then me went to open one gate because the staff didn't came when it is supposed to be opened.

man, why must i cover for you these stuffs.
then he came only when the gate duty was finishing.
luckily i called robyn and syafiq to come, else i couldn't take the timing and do the gate all by myself.

so, each of us went on to take timing for our chosen gates, then i went on to the next flight and its the same staff.
alright this flight i did nothing because he's there and i wanna take timings, then there's offloading after some chaotic moments.
then i see him busy i said "eh never mind lai open gate for you later you come take over lor?"
then he said okay and i took all the documents from him.

well, he didn't come to the next gate, at all.
i feel so impressed by myself la, i did the entire gate and took timing concurrently.
stressed sia!
screw the staff la!

2010-08-09T18:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY :D

okay nothing about today can be blogged.
cos nothing happened today.

2010-08-08T23:36:00.003+08:00

watched TEKKEN with arthur bang derrick johnny junxian kw terence!
JOHN FOO is damn handsome sia! (I NOT GAY)
okay la the show IS quite dumb la, but it's quite nice isn't it?
there's only like what.. nine to ten characters from the game when in actual the storyline has 32 characters.
where's king? where's jack? where's hworarang? where's ling xiaoyu and others?
i think there's episode 2? cos hworarang and ling xiaoyu are jin's best friends in the series.

i saw jieyan at shaw house.
i saw jianyu in ion basement.
i saw shermeen at tampines mrt when going home.

yeah that's all for today.
one more off day and tmr is NATIONAL DAY!

2010-08-07T21:40:00.003+08:00

this is just a bit of thoughts after rewatching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory just now.

oh yes we should follow this, isn't it?
we go home after work, feeling shagged, for about only $500 monthly and that diploma qualification.
before you study, you gotta pay school fees.
who's paying them?
dad and mum work so hard everyday, just to support this family.

money's really hard to earn, isn't it?
sometimes i really wonder does studying and acquiring academic qualifications really make us so much money when we work?
many people at my workplace are all school dropouts. they went straight into working, for that about 1.4k a month.
yes, they are all single, they do not have that much responsibility.
they work for the money, they pay for what they want to do or use.

i wonder, do they like what they are doing everyday?

everyday, dad and mum work so much, just for that salary of 2.5k a month.
after spending on utilities and family expenses, how much would have be left with?
they learn to be thrifty.
the money planned to spend on what they always wanted to buy, they would rather give it to us, for what we their kids want or need.

they work until mad everyday, just to support the people around them, whom they love.
do they really like what their current state?
something that you like and something that benefits you, which one would you choose?
i just asked my mum, she said it's hard to balance.
yes it is.
i think she don't really like her work bah, but for more money..
when you have that responsibility on your shoulder, you don't have much choice.

responsibility really impacts on a person's maturity.

what do you really want to do in your life?
do you like where you are?

sometimes i really feel like dropping out of school and just work slowly from a job with mediocre pay and slowly rise up, instead of earning nothing but negative money.
i'm in no position to complain this and that, right? in the first place i'm contributing nothing much to the family.
but dad and mum already spent so much money to get us here.

i don't know how to go on this post already, lol.

2010-08-06T20:27:00.002+08:00

hello.
seriously getting depressed and stressed by mp.
why ask us do sth that already exist?
they asked us do a manual for lost and found, so we happily happily brainstormed and do.
then when we were using the office computer, it's already in the intranet.
emailed the higher authorities already, hope they reply soon.

went to white sands after work to eat with arthur bang junxian and terence.
food court, then.. homed.

tekken on sunday.
monday nothing to do, then go back to it.
i need more time, so stressed up.

2010-08-05T11:51:00.002+08:00

no use thinking so much.
you're just draining yourself out.

move on.

2010-08-03T21:40:00.006+08:00

I.WANT.TO.WATCH.THIS.TO THE EXTREME.
you know, i get so excited whenever a new installment gets released in the series?
i play the games from playstation 1 era (tekken 3) to playstation 2 era (tekken 4) to psp era (tekken 5 and 6), i really dig this series.
I WANT TO WATCH THIS!

guys, let's watch this on sunday!

oh ya i keep laughing at this picture i saw in allkpop.
the face damn funny.
LOL, okay to me only i guess.

2010-08-01T18:59:00.003+08:00

*COUGH COUGH*
i ate aging pill and i became...

LOLOL.
no la, it's just aging booth app i just tried on my phone.

one moment of silence, thousands of things goes through my mind.

i used to talk a lot with never ending topics previously, then i started to keep criticising people, and it toned down as it goes.
i'm afraid people would think i'm pestering them, or people would find me irritating when i keep opening my mouth to talk, because even i myself find it irritating.
i always wondered whether i'm a boring person and how is other people's view of me.
so i asked when i was lepak-ing at other people's gate.
yeah, i'm boring or very not opened, according to a few staffs.
i don't know what to talk about, and i'm afraid to say wrong things.
that's why i'm pretty quiet nowadays.
i'm scared that if i keep asking people, people might think i'm interrogating them, when i actually want to talk.
other people's advice: open up more, and speak your mind.
i took initiative to strike conversations with many passengers and some stewardesses, just because i'm so bothered being described as boring.

anyway,
it stopped, our operation work.
our new rosters will be TUES-FRI 0800-1730 SAT 0800-1630, to focus on projects.
yeah, sundays and mondays off.
we have three projects, one big two small.
small ones will be tackled in two groups of three, the big one would be tackled by all six of us.
me robyn syafiq doing lost and found training manual, then the six of us doing some motion studies to improve on-time turnaround and on-time performance.

anyone walked past t1 row 11 this morning?
if you did, were you horrified by how horrendous the queues were?
i got scolded and pissed off at people going yogyakarta and jakarta.
stupid la-.- the zig-zag queue arrangement which caused the queue to go from counter to staff entrance.
and the deployment was screwed up, raveen had to open one gate then 5 minutes later he had to open another gate.
oh man, i covered for that situation twice today.
never mind, these are all out of our hands already.
PROJECT!

ciao!

2010-07-30T20:47:00.003+08:00

LOLOLOL!!!!!
this made me laugh like mad just now.
...but to think of it, okay lame-.-

anyway, usual updates.
this is the first time i heard of water balls.
saw this on ms mala's table, used to maintain water in her bonsai.
cool right!
it felt...disgusting though, imagine sth gooey, soft and wet slide past your fingers.

morning shift again.
tired laaaaaa.
then the four of us(cheeyang samuel afternoon) are asked to arrange baggage tags, flight info sheets, manual boarding passes etc in the office.
then twenty minutes later because ex-regional director mr logan(he's now higher rank, i don't know the title) was around and we were asked to go down to help do the queues.
then after that our supervisor asked us how's the progress and said he want it done quickly.
what the hell la, we were up in the office for a while only sia!
okay i get pissed off easily nowadays-.-

two more days!
i mean off day.

mmm, lunch time with one big group of people.
first time, then all went back to work except the interns.
we were supposed to go up to office to see mr logan and continue the arranging work.
but there's team leaders meeting etc, so the four went skiving in between t1 and t2, sitting at a staircase and talk there.
mmm, wonder how our project would end?

i wonder a lot...
am i a boring person?
am i hard to get along with?
and i wonder how is other people's view of me.

anyone bother to answer me?

stupid updates.

2010-07-29T15:06:00.016+08:00

i bet people don't even feel like reading this blog because it's so damn boring nowadays.
never mind, like who cares. right?

anyway i saw this,

yes i know, darth vadar is a bad guy inside star wars, but is there a need for...that?
shouldn't that costume be holding him down? won't he trip on his cape?
wouldn't his head feel heavy? or is the helmet going to protect him from bullets in case of policemen coming and shoot his brain off?
the woman in front didn't even bothered to turn around.
and wait, since when did darth vadar wore a blue cape?

"Yesterday...a man strode into a Chase branch wearing a Darth Vader mask, a blue cape and… camouflage pants. The unidentified suspect then proceeded to rob the bank, but not all the customers took him seriously.
The ersatz Darth shoved the money in a bag and fled, and the bank is still trying to tally up how much cash he managed to grab. Police have not been able to identify the suspect, but he’s described as being about 6″2′ tall with poor costume making skills."

from: http://www.inquisitr.com/80115/darth-vader-robs-long-island-bank/

yea, he's got the money but now people are making fun of him.
for goodness sake just wear a pantyhose over your head, that's enough.

anyway what am i doing? some kind of social studies inferential question?

alright yesterday and today both are off days, before returning to dreadful morning shifts.
disappointingly spent, sigh.
cos nothing much was done.

the older i get, the more i don't know what to do when i'm free.
do u feel this way too?

take a nap? i have so much energy, i wonder how can i sleep.
i should start getting lifeless.
recently, i'm having double vision(even with specs on), constant headache, injured right leg.
lol.
what's wrong with me?

alright, two more months to internship ends.
would you be happy because it's the end of busy busy lifestyle or would you be sad cos you gotta say goodbye to the people there?

i saw this video by chance.
reminds me of two weeks ago, two arabian passengers got offloaded because they were carrying handcuffs, and airport police had to come.
and they asked the arabian guy why he's bringing handcuffs, and he said "a man and a woman inside a bedroom happy happy".
LOL.

2010-07-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

i have a feeling that everything's wrong.

2010-07-27T11:26:00.001+08:00

(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)

2010-07-26T01:35:00.007+08:00

this is an auspicious post, cos it's the 888th post.
LOL.

yesterday (25th) chinyang's birthday celebration with the usuals.
he's holding on to a arsenal birthday card, when opened the arsenal stadium would pop out.
zehui organised until a bit..early la, but good sia he can find such nice place!

anyway today went back to work.
dammit why do i always wake up feeling so tired!
alamak.
as in the moment i wake up i fall back down.

i keep thinking "proj, proj, proj"
alright, from next week onwards we'll be working on different roster liao.

mmm, this part is random.

learning this song! quite addicted to it too.
it's very long ago la, 1988 -.-
Guns N' Roses suck at live performance because of the vocalist.

20 years later..

no i'm not watching for Guns N' Roses, i'm watching for Slash(the guitarist)
that time i bought the same guitar as him mainly because of his influence.
he's so cool la.

OMG slash coming singapore perform!
but i got no money to go :(
bang's going, oh well...

2010-07-24T23:40:00.003+08:00

just came back from chinyang's birthday dinner.

this morning i had problems waking up sia!
my whole body was aching and my head just went SOOO dizzy then i immediately headed down back into my bed.
and i woke up at 8am sia -.-
body clock ah body clock, in the end i woke up at 10.30am.

did a little project, as in organising some things, played guitar then went out at 3.30pm.
then i'm back.
dinner was so so so expensive and salty, never mind la :D
most of them went out for clubbing at clarke quay while the remainder (including me) went home.
tired laaa, and tmr got work.

now i wish to get a driver license.

2010-07-23T12:18:00.002+08:00

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
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cannot chiong hitman reborn manga already!
SOBS.

2pm work!
tmr off!

our manager don't even know what is our job scope.
now then come down to find out-.-

2010-07-20T23:08:00.006+08:00

HELLO!

i like jazz music a lot.
so i was surfing youtube yesterday then i accidentally clicked on it.
i wasn't even paying attention to it, then i heard this awesome instrumental.
it's just so relaxing.

the day of work ended with lunch.
fish & co with robyn sheikh and fauzi, sheikh's treat because we worked like siao recently and robyn's birthday was a few days ago.

i was finishing my gate, with one auditor when robyn kept calling me to ask me go T2 find them eat together -.-
by that time i already dapao-ed burger king into the gate to quickly bite.
(i know our station manager will spy on us using the CCTV but i don't care, i didn't have break for the entire day and i was turning grouchy)
then while i had to leave usha alone, to go there -.- since she's finishing so it's okay for me to leave.
so, double lunch today.

LOBSTER! (or is it prawn? so big la.)

thanks boss!
i don't know why, i respect him A LOT.

2010-07-19T23:12:00.004+08:00

changed the skin, as you can see.
but while changing skin this part in the profile (about) attracted my attention.
it's already in the skin code when i downloaded it.
"My name is Chee Koh Pek. I have no idea why my parents gave me this name. I know what you're thinking right now. But hey. I am not a pervert. I do something call 'looking through' as my hobby. I don't look through photo albums and stuff. How boring is that? I look through skirts. Hell. Don't think too much. I am a tailor."

LOL.
alright morning shift tmr followed by a lot of afternoon shifts!
adios!

2010-07-18T22:22:00.003+08:00

today tomorrow both are off days.
so today woke up with super aching body so i decide to stay at home for the day.
tmr i HAVE to go out cos of stupid dental appointment.
well, i'll just go plaza singapura to walk walk, myself bah.
it's in the morning plus it's weekday.

so my day was spent doing almost nothing but stoning in my own room.
watched we got married, and OH NOW I'M IN LOVE WITH VICTORIA.
she's SO SO SO SO SO CUTE and she's nice! :D
f(x) one la, not ams one, jono and derrick both asked the same question, exactly the same la.

mmm what's different? picking my nose like mad cos there's too much nose shit (or booger).
you know i nose bled a few times because of crazy picking, but seriously the atmosphere in airport caused so much booger lor.

well i'm clean.
i pick my nose in the toilet and i wash my hands alot.

cute right.

the past week was a stressful and unhappy week for the company.
termination and ambulance.
hope after these two days things will be happier.

oh derrick showed this to me this afternoon